Because I love him more than anything else..
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Photobucket Hi there. I'm Erie. I'm 20 and in my graduating year in College. This is also my personal blog so I'll say anything and won't give a fuck about what you're going to say. For me, the difference between fiction and life is that fiction make sense, and life? i dont know. Problems in stories get resolved, i could manipulate how it will be solved, replenish paleness, make beggar a princess, even a horse be a prince. All night i sat with my ballpen and paper and tried to order the universe. All night and mornings I paid attention to the troubles of Made up people. But with my life? Sometimes i became passive. It is normal. Isnt it? when I was around 10 or 11, my mother came into my room to tell me to turn out the lights, bedtime. I was reading bambini angel. She snapped off the light and said "try not to think of ASWAng" and ofcourse I thought of Aswang. I said "why?" she closed the door. For the first time in my life I realized that my brain has a mind on its own, and there was a little I could do to controll it.
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And so I love you dearly, Lord. My heart longs for You, for Your presence, for Your companionship and Your embrace. It is not with a single thought of how wide or how far my love stretches for You- but with the knowledge that it is dearly, completely and entirely with my whole heart. I love You without doubt or concern, without second guesses or questions- without ponder or curiosity of other avenues of love. I love You openly, Lord. It is with commitment. It is with honesty, and it is with desire that I love You. I love you with expectation, with hopefulness and with Joy- for I know Your love for me surpasses my knowledge of what it is to love, and be loved. I love You for all that is past, present and future- for all that is pre-destined, pre-planned and pre-willed. My love for You is without hesitation, without restraint and without silence or pause. You have placed me close to Your heart, so close that I hear it’s rhythmic beating. You have covered me in grace and allowed me time and time again to swim within it- that I might know the stretch of Your love for me. May my life be a love letter to You, and to this world- that they might see the vastness of Your love for not only I, but all. Here I am, as I am, scars and healing wounds- You love me just the same. And so I end with nothing more than my heart song to You and You alone- Father.. I love you, dearly.



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